Heroic Archetypes

If I were to define myself as a description of a hero, I would define myself as an Unbalanced Hero. I tend to show my real personalities in front of crowds by telling jokes that bring others down and make myself look superior. Behind closed doors and I feel alone because no one really knows the real me. If my classmates were to see myself at home or in unfamiliar surroundings, they probably wouldn't believe it's me. I hate rap music, but yet I have nothing but it within my Mp3 player to show out to my friends when they listen to it. Sometimes I act mean-hearted towards my true friends and my loved ones to pertain a side of me that my "friends" expect me to be.